2019 Reading Stats

2019 was an interesting year for my relationship with reading.

Let's go month by month. For the first half of the year I will share the books I read that month, but July sparks a reading binge, and there is no way I am listing all the books. Trust me, you'll thank me for that. If you want to know what I read, head over to my GoodReads account.

I read 3 books in 3 days. It was a Christian suspense trilogy called If I Run by Terri Blackstock.  Each book received a 4 star rating. I absolutely loved the series. There were times while reading it that I was literally holding my breath.

I read 1 book. Yep, ONE book. At the end of the month I read Becoming by Michelle Obama. It was so interesting to learn more about her life before she became the FLOTUS, and then even her life during those 8 years in the White House. I was captivated throughout the book. This was a 5 star read for me.

I read 3 books. First up was Good Luck with That by Kristan Higgins. It was an interesting read, and touched on some difficult subjects. I gave it 4 stars. Next up was This is Where it Ends by Marieke Nijkamp. Oofta, this book. It is a fictional book that covers a school shooting. It was a tough read, but a necessary one. I definitely cried. I absolutely recommend this book. 4 stars. Last up for the month was Nine Perfect Strangers by Liane Moriarty. I went into this book knowing very little. It was an impulse buy during Barnes & Noble's 50% off sale. 9 months later, I still don't know how to put that book into words. It was intense at times, there were bizarre moments, and ultimately it is memorable. Yet something didn't resonate with me, and I gave it 3 stars.

I read one romance book. It was called Get Lucky by Lila Monroe. The book had me laughing, and I did enjoy the romance aspect. For those unfamiliar, the book takes place in Vegas. Julia is a romance author who is there for a conference. Meanwhile Nate is in town for his friend's wedding. Things happen, Julia and Nate hook up, but their memory of the night is fuzzy at best. I gave it 3 stars.

I read two books that I received for review from Waterbrook Multnomah. First up was Becoming Us by Robin Jones Gunn. This was the first book in a new spinoff series she is working on. I adored this book. The friendship that the women have is something I long for. I do admit that I feel a bit like Emily. Not wanting to put myself out there, and not feeling confident/comfortable with my "status".  I gave the book 4 stars, and I am looking forward to the next installment. My other book of the month was a Christian historical romance called No Ocean Too Wide by Carrie Turansky.  This book had me wanting to learn more about the orphan children who were sent from England to Canada as laborers between 1869 and 1939. I would like to believe that hearts were in the right place, but my brain knows better. Looking forward to book 2 so I can find out what happened to the siblings.  This was another 4 star book.

I managed to read 4 books. It was my best month for the first half of the year. Full disclosure: those books were not read until the last week of the month. The first book I read is The Middle Matters by Lisa-Jo Baker. The book had been sent to me by Waterbrook Multnomah, and I was on the launch team. Lisa-Jo has a way of speaking to my heart. Rating wise, I felt this was a 4 star. My second read for June was Planet Earth is Blue by Nicole Panteleakos. This book, oh this book, I cannot even put it into words how much I loved it. The book also broke my heart. Again, I gave it 4 stars. Next up was a novella called Appalachian Serenade by Sarah Loudin Thomas. It was cute, and I still want to read the remainder of the series. 4 star rating. Last but certainly not least was Then Came You by Becky Wade. It was an okay story. I honestly don't remember a lot about it. In the end I gave it 3 stars.

I read 13 books! Hello feast, I am so happy to see you. Average rating was 3.92 stars. My most read genre was romance. This month I also participated in my first readathon, which was The Reading Rush. I also discovered the joys of Amazon's First Reads program. This month they allowed us to download 2 free kindle books. I selected A Fire Sparkling and Relative Fortunes.

I devoured 15 books! My average rating was 3.8 stars. The genre I read the most of was romance. I also participated in my second readathon, which was called Discover New Worlds. It is a readathon hosted by Paige, who runs the Creating & Co Book Club on Facebook.

My book consumption jumped to 20 books read! My average rating was 3.05 stars. My preferred genre was romance. September also brought about another readathon for me. This time it was Contemporaryathon. This month I also read Nimona which was my first graphic novel

My books read increased again. This time I read 24 books. My average rating was 3.79. My most read genre was romance/rom-com. This is the month I discovered the writings of Aven Ellis, and I devoured the majority of her books. I had yet another readathon this month. This time it was Read in Peace which was hosted by Paige with the Creating & Co Book Club. At the end of October I also hit a bit of a reading slump. It lasted 11 days, which seems short, but when you've been binge reading like I had been a slump hurts.

I had another slight jump in my book count. I managed to read 27 books! I was in disbelief over this number. Never in my life (okay maybe back in my early years when I was reading BabySitters Club & Sweet Valley Twins/High) have I read this many books in a month. Wow! My average rating was 3.33. My most read genre was once again romance. I joined in on the TisTheSeasonathon readathon for the first time, and loved the group read 10 Blind Dates. It was a cute YA read.

My reading began to slow down, and another slump wormed it's way in. I ended up reading 10 books, and my average rating was 3.5 stars. This month my primary focus was Christmas titles. Okay fine, the end of November was that way too. I'm not complaining, I love a good Christmas story. I tried to participate in one last readathon (Treat Your Shelves by Creating & Co Book Club), but the slump hit directly at that time. So my participation was severely lacking. Here's hoping I can break the reading slump quickly. I am missing books, but also kind of enjoying the break.

So what's the final numbers? Well the kind folks at GoodReads gave me this information.

I cannot wait to see what my 2020 stats end up looking like.

How did your year end up? If you set a goal on GoodReads did you make it? 

What am I Currently Reading?

Hello, hello!

I hope you are all having a wonderful Tuesday. The weekend is over, and while that is a bit sad, this week is brand new. There is so much potential for greatness this week. There is happiness to be found. There is laughter to be had. Find a way this week to bring joy to someone else.

This weekend I was able to unwind a little bit, I stayed up a later than normal, the kids ran (and swam) off some energy, and I was fortunate enough to be able to read a little bit of a book. Let's just be honest here, with four kids getting that time to read a book isn't always possible, so I was ever so thankful it happened this weekend. Also, since it was a lake house weekend, I had the opportunity to read on the drive there as well as the drive home. So I'll take that.

This weekend we also celebrated my, soon-to-be, 3 year old son. His birthday is fast approaching and this was our chance to celebrate with cousins, aunts and uncles, and one set of grandparents. It was a good time, and he was quite spoiled with the gifts he received.

Since I brought up the subject of books, I thought I would share with you the five books that I am currently reading.  

1)  Life After: A Novel by Katie Ganshert

I had the honor of being a part of the launch team for Life After. This book was my introduction to author Katie Ganshert, and I am so glad to "know" her. This story follows the life of Autumn Manning. She is a young woman who experienced something horrific. Her memory of it all is a bit hazy, and she finds herself obsessed with the passengers who were on the train with her that day.  How can she move on with her life when the other 22 people on the train do not get that opportunity? How can she find herself again? Can anything snap her out of the survivors guilt she is feeling?

Check out this little blurb about the book:

"Snow whirls around an elevated train platform in Chicago. A distracted woman boards the train, takes her seat, and moments later a fiery explosion rips through the frigid air, tearing the car apart in a horrific attack on the city’s transit system. One life is spared. Twenty-two are lost."

Sounds intriguing, doesn't it? I highly recommend it. This book was an easy read, and I found myself unable to put the book down. Katie Ganshert has created some fantastic characters. You walk away feeling like you know them, and that you've been a fly on the wall of their stories. I will say that I found myself wanting more of the characters, I want to know what happens next in their lives. Sadly, I do believe this is a stand-alone book, so no more info on the characters lives.

2) Convicted: A Crooked Cop, an Innocent Man, and an Unlikely Journey of Forgiveness and Friendship by Jameel McGee and Andrew Collins

I'm not going to lie, this isn't a book I would usually pick up. Everyone who knows me knows that I have my favorite non-fiction authors and I tend to stick to them. Also, I don't typically read autobiographical books, it just isn't my go-to genre. So why did I read this book? Well, I had received an email from Waterbrook Multnomah about joining the launch team for the book. I read the description and it sounded interesting.  I threw chance to the wind, and signed up for the team. Another email arrived stating I was in, so therefore I HAD to read it. I mean I couldn't just shelve the book. That wouldn't be right.

This book though. Oh my word. SO GOOD.

As the book cover states, this book involves a crooked cop, an innocent man, and an unlikely journey of forgiveness and friendship.

Convicted reads like a gripping crime novel…except this story really happened!

" Racial tensions had long simmered in Benton Harbor, a small city on the eastern shore of Lake Michigan, before the day a white narcotics officer--more focused on arrests than justice—set his sights on an innocent black man. But when officer Andrew Collins framed Jameel McGee for possession of crack cocaine, the surprising result was not a race riot but a transformative journey for both men. Falsely convicted, McGee spent four years in federal prison. Collins also went to prison a few years later for falsifying police reports. While behind bars, the faith of both men deepened. But the story took its most unexpected turn once they were released--when their lives collided again in a moment brimming with mistrust and anger. The two were on a collision course—not to violence—but forgiveness. As current as today’s headlines, this explosive, true story reveals how these radically conflicted men chose to let go of fear and a thirst for revenge to pursue reconciliation for themselves, their community, and our racially divided nation."

Want to read a bit of the first chapter? You can find that over on Waterbrook Multnomah's site by clicking here. Want to buy the book?

3) Me, Myself, and Lies by Jennifer Rothschild

I know I cannot be the only one who struggles with self-talk and the things that I think about myself. Right?

Anyway, I stumbled across this book when one of my friends (a fellow mom of a December 2012 child) shared it on her Facebook page. I was immediately curious and purchased it a couple days later.

Full disclosure time: Since purchasing the book, it has sadly just sat on my shelf in one of my MANY TBR (to be read) piles. It is my goal to read this book before August is up. And yes, I realize that means I have just 10 days to read it.

From good old Amazon:

"What Should You Say When You Talk to Yourself?Have you ever noticed the things you say to yourself—and believe?
I could never do that.They don't like me.I am such an idiot!
You wouldn't talk that way to anyone else, yet phrases like these constantly flow through your mind, leaving you insecure and defeated. "

Do you see why I want to read it? Does it sound like an interesting read to you? If so, let's read it together. Or I'll read it, you can read it, and then we'll discuss. Yes? No? Maybe so? Just promise me that you'll think about it.

4) Craving Connection by (in)courage

Did you know that (in)courage is one of my favorite websites? I remember when the site launched and immediate fell in love with what they had to "offer".

Back in December 2016, (in)courage was promoting their new book and had pre-order specials available. I knew I wanted to read this book, and therefore I placed my pre-order. Since that time, it has also been sitting in a TBR pile. I'm not proud of that fact, but it is what it is. With four kids and a husband, having that quiet time for reading just isn't always a possibility.

That being said, this past Friday I grabbed the book, tossed it in the front passenger seat of our van, and took the time to read the first entry as we traveled to the cabin.

Craving Connection isn't a book that should be read in one sitting. That was something I immediately understood after reading that first entry. Each entry/challenge/chapter needs to be digested. It needs to be thought about. There are questions that need to be answered or at least taken into consideration. Plus, there is an action item for each entry. (which I have yet to do the first action item, but I will get it done!)

Interested in a description of the book? Here's what Amazon has to say:

"We all long for meaningful relationships, the Colossians 3:14 kind that fulfill our desire for unity and connection with God, our friends, and our community. But where do we start? Craving Connection is a journey with (in)courage writers sharing real-life stories, practical Scripture application, and connection challenges that will encourage you to:

• Embrace the desire God has given each of us for connection

• Invest in meaningful relationships, right where God has you

• Become the friend you wish you had

The (in)courage community invites you to grab a cup of coffee, pull up a chair to the table, and commit to creatively and prayerfully fulfilling your cravings for connection. How could your life be different after prayerfully and intentionally connecting with God, friends, and your community?"

5) You're Already Amazing by Holley Gerth

Anyone who knows me, knows that Holley Gerth is one of my favorite writers. Hands down. If she writes it, I will read it. Not only that but if she writes a book, I will buy it, along with whatever extra that goes with it.

So it is no surprise that I purchased You're Already Amazing: Embracing who you are, becoming all God created you to be.

What is it that I like about her books? Honestly, I think it comes down to the fact that what she writes just speaks to me. She is tackling areas that I need to work on in my life.

I can't talk about this book without mentioning this little side story. Recently, my women's small group was trying to decide upon a book for the fall. We had thrown around a few titles, and You're Already Amazing was one of the options. So I figured I'd pick it up, along with devotional, and life guide. Hey I was going to be prepared. As I was looking at the cover, I was thinking to myself that I owned this book already. Yet, when I looked around it wasn't in any of my piles on my bookshelves, and it wasn't in my nightstand drawer either. I figured I was mistaken. Therefore I ordered all three books. After the book arrived, I looked through my "collection" again, and I was correct, I did already own the book.

That right there is the definition of an unorganized bookworm. I'm not going to complain though, as I can always pass a copy along to someone else.

From Amazon:

Holley Gerth invites you to embrace one very important truth--that you truly are already amazing. Like a trusted friend, Holley gently shows you how to forget the lies and expectations the world feeds you and instead believe that God loves you and has even bigger plans for your life than you've even imagined.

I plan on starting Holley's book as soon as I return from my trip to Wisconsin! It is my hope that during my drive to and from Wisconsin, I will be able to read Me, Myself, and Lies. I figure that since my 4 year old tells me it isn't my turn to drive (it is always daddy's turn), that I might as well take advantage of it and read a book.

That's it folks. These are the FIVE books that I am currently reading and/or have just finished up.

Have you read any of these books?

What books are you currently reading or have you recently finished? I'm always looking for new books to read.

Life After by Katie Ganshert

Anyone who knows me, knows that I LOVE to read.

Also, anyone who knows me, knows that I adore fiction. It is my go to genre.

I'm not going to lie, I typically do not read stand alone titles.

So then why did you pick Life After by Katie Ganshert?

Honestly, the description on the back cover really grabbed my attention. It just sounds like a page turner and a bit of a tear jerker. Secondly, I love Christian fiction. The final reason is that I was accepted to the launch team for this book! That means that I receive an advanced reader copy (ARC), and get to share a lot of great information. Joining a launch team is something I've always wanted to do, so I was SO excited when I found out I was in.

Here's just a snippet of what is on the back cover:

"Snow whirls around an elevated train platform in Chicago. A distracted woman boards the train, takes her seat, and moments later a fiery explosion rips through the frigid air, tearing the car apart in a horrific attack on the city's transit system. One life is spared. Twenty-two are lost."

Can you see why I wanted to join this launch team?

Based on that little snippet, does it sound like a book you'd want to read? If so, consider pre-ordering the book before February 16, 2017! Why you ask? If you do, you will receive a few extra goodies from the publisher. SWEET!

Click here to pre-order and receive the fantastic extras! http://bit.ly/2jt1HI9

Cannot wait to start reading and eventually share a review with you all. 

What are you reading currently?

Disclosure: I received this advanced reader copy of Life After by Katie Ganshert for free from WaterbrookMultnomah (Random House Publishing) for review and to assist with promotion as part of the launch team. A positive review is not necessary, if I enjoy the book I will say so. If I don't enjoy the book, I'll say that too. All thoughts are my own.

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The Angel of Forest Hill by Cindy Woodsmall

Books are something that I am passionate about. I have loved them since I was a small child and remember spending much of my time with my nose buried in a book. As an adult my love for books is still there. Granted I don't get to read as much as I used to (hello four children), but on that rare occasion where I do get to read, I tend to devour the books. 

Fiction is my absolute favorite to read. There is something about escaping into the world the author has created and imagining myself as a little fly on the wall taking it all in. From the characters to the storylines to the setting, it's magical. While I do tend to stick to book series, I do occasionally pick up a stand-alone book, and I did that with my most recent read. I'm glad that I did too.

I have read a few books written by Cindy Woodsmall, so when I noticed The Angel of Forest Hill on the blogging for books website, I knew I had to grab this title. There is something about the way that Cindy writes that just draws me into her Amish fiction series. They are seriously that good. Her new release, The Angel of Forest Hill did not disappoint. I binge-read this book and finished it in two days. If I'm being honest, I could have finished it in one day, but I was trying to ignore my brain and it's request to read just one more page.

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The book begins by introducing us to the Kurtz family in Perry County Pennsylvania. It is there that we find Rose, her parents, and their Bishop having a discussion about Rose traveling to West Virigina to assist the Dienner family. Joel and his wife Florence have two toddlers and a brand new baby, and things were not going well. Rose was needed to help care for the children as well as help Joel mend his broken heart.

Over the course of four years, we witness Rose and Joel's relationship change. It deepens and becomes more than what they expected. Of course there are still challenges that they must face and figure out how to work through. From jealousy to misunderstandings to bickering, there is a whole spectrum that they experience. 

The Angel of Forest Hill isn't just about Rose's relationship with Joel and the children though. It is also about Rose's relationship with her own Mamm and discovering how to repair what had happened during her time at home. Then there is the relationship with Erma, Florence's Mamm, and how to build that relationship so they can move past the hurt.

I find myself able to relate to Rose quite a bit. No, I'm not Amish nor did I marry a widower. What I mean is the way that she thinks of herself. She tends to not think highly of herself and it is a struggle for her. She doesn't want to be that way, it's the hurt of the past coming through and a constant loop of those negative thoughts playing in her mind. It's a challenge for her to change this, but as time progresses we see Rose making strides in this.

The relationship that Rose has with the children is quite wonderful. You can feel the bond that they have and how much the children care for her. Yes, they miss their Mamm, but Rose is doing a great job in that new role as their Mama. There are times in the book where you feel like you are right there participating. Especially when the rooster traps them in the barn. I know I'd be up a ladder too if a rooster was chasing after me and trying to attack my children.

Okay here comes the time for honesty. There are two things I didn't like about the book and I promise you they are really minor. First up is the oldest child's name. Wait, WHAT? What are you talking about Laura? Allow me to explain. The child's name is Mose and in my mind that just didn't seem to be correct. I thought for certain that it must be a typo, as in my brain the boy's name was Moses. (see minor issue) My other issue was that the ending didn't feel right. It felt kind of abrupt. I was expecting one more chapter to nicely wrap things up (and have a glimpse into the future to see how their lives had changed), but instead it just ended. It left me feeling a bit disappointed and wishing that the book was part of a series so I could connect further with these characters.

Other than those two minor issues, I really loved the book. From the storylines with the children, to the budding relationship between Rose and Joel, to Rose's relationship with her Mamm, it was all there. As I closed the book, I thought of the characters and how their lives had changed over the course of the story. I found myself wishing I could be there to see their day to day lives and witness what was to come in their futures.

If you are a fan of Amish fiction stories, or are the least bit curious about them, I highly suggest that you pick up The Angel of Forest Hill. If you do, please come back and tell me what you thought. I would love to talk with you about it.

Curious where to buy it? I have some links for you. 

Amazon

Barnes & Noble

Lifeway

Target

FTC Disclaimer: I received a digital copy of this book from Blogging for Books for this review. All opinions are my own and I was not required to write a positive review.   I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255: “Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising.”

Forever Faithful Trilogy by Karen Kingsbury

This past Tuesday, as the UPS man was walking up the sidewalk leading to our townhouse, I was wondering what he could possibly be delivering to us.  I was trying to think back so I could remember if I ordered something.  A tight budget hasn't allowed me much room for nonessential purchases.  I couldn't think of what it could be.  Once Kevin told me who it was from though, I immediately knew.  UPS had just dropped off my latest Blogging for Books selection.  I quickly opened up the box and pulled out the book, "Forever Faithful" a trilogy by Karen Kingsbury.  I couldn't wait to get started and later that evening, I did just that.

This morning, not even 48 hours later, I finished the trilogy.  For my review I will, try to, give a brief synopsis without giving too much away and then my thoughts on the book.  Let me just say though, if you choose to read this trilogy (which I hope you will, if you like Christian fiction), have the tissues handy.  I shed many tears over these stories and my puffy eyes are proof of that. :)

In Waiting for Morning, we are introduced to the Ryan family.  Tom, a doctor, had married his childhood friend Hannah, and together they had two daughters, Alicia and Jenny.  When we meet the family, Hannah is at home waiting for her family to return from their annual weekend camping trip prior to the school year beginning.  As Hannah is waiting her mind starts wandering to reasons as to why her family is late.  A feeling, that she cannot shake, comes over her and the worry/anxiety continues.  Later on two police officers arrive at the door of her family home.  Immediately Hannah knew this couldn't be right, they had to be at the wrong home.  NOTHING like this could happen to her family.  Sadly it is true.  Her husband and eldest daughter died in a horrific car accident.  Their youngest daughter survived.  Waiting for Morning takes us through Hannah's journey of grief, resentment, anger, and the desire to see Brian Wesley, the man who killed her family, be placed in jail.  What about Jenny though?  She's withdrawing and dealing with all this as well.  Only, her mother doesn't notice.  Hannah hires a lawyer, Matt Bronzman, that is skilled at handling drunk driving cases and she also becomes involved with MADD at his prompting.  It is through MADD that Hannah meets a friend named Carol.  Carol walks Hannah through all this but there is one thing she isn't telling her friend.  One thing she cannot tell Hannah.  Not yet.  Will Hannah ever be able to forgive?  Will she continue to resent God and doubt his existence?  Will she return to Him?  What about Jenny?  Will she get the help she so desperately needs?  Will Hannah and Jenny be able to move forward with their lives?

My thoughts: The message behind this story is one that I think many people can relate to.  Not so much that we've lost loved ones to drunk driving but more so the heartbreak and questioning that is happening.  Even the doubt.  Could I remain strong in my faith if something like this were to happen?  Could I continue on and forgive?  I might be like Hannah and grow distant and be upset with God about these happenings.  I believe that for all who are struggling the bible verse Karen Kingsbury has atop chapter one, might be related to by many: I am in torment within, and in my heart I am disturbed. (Lam 1:20a)  I know I've felt that way before.  Maybe it's time for me to pay Lamentations a visit.

A Moment of Weakness, introduces us to Tanner, Jade, and their families.  They are childhood friends and Tanner knows Jade is the one for him.  Even at age 12, he knows this to be true.  Tanner's mom, Doris, she doesn't like Jade or Jade's parents.  She will not tell anyone why though.  Doris knows that Jade's Mom is having an affair with another man and that she will be leaving her husband and daughter.  Doris also knows that her son is meant for someone better than Jade Connor, after all she will end up like her Mother or a drunk like her Father.  A little ways into the story we find out that Jade and her Dad are moving to Washington.  Jade is convinced that her Mom will meet up with them there.  She doesn't know that her Mom has left them as her Dad only told her that Mom had to leave for a while but would meet up with them later.  Tanner tells Jade before she leaves, that he will marry her one day!  Fast forward 11 years, Tanner's Dad has passed away and his Mother (Doris) is now living in the Northwest!  Tanner is in Washington state for a summer internship and Doris is just praying that Jade no longer lives there.  Needless to say Jade does still live there and happens to meet Tanner again.  A summer love happens, dreams for the future are discussed, a line is crossed, distance happens due to a mission trip, and suddenly they are apart.  Believing lies, Jade goes to the man her Dad thinks she should be married to.  A quick marriage and she disappears from Tanner's life for another ten years.  So much has happened.  Jade is going through a divorce and her soon to be ex wants full custody of their son because his wife is a religious fanatic and, in his mind, hurting their son. Jade doesn't know what to do, so she does the only thing she can think of, she calls Tanner's law firm.  Next thing you know Tanner and Matt (Bronzman) are flying up to meet with Jade so they can handle this case.  Will Tanner and Jade reconnect?  Will Jade get her son back?  Will the truth about Ty come out? What will happen with Doris, will her secrets ever be revealed?

My thoughts: I'll be honest, parts of this story were predictable.  But that didn't matter to me.  This was a story of love, loss, hurt, shame, and reconnection.  The verse that plays over and over in this story is Jeremiah 29: 11-12, "For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.  Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you."  Such a true verse.  God does know the plans he has for us.  He knows what our future holds and how much time on this earth we have until we are reunited with him again.  If it is His will to help us, it will happen.  We must first come to Him though.

Halfway to Forever brings back the characters we have grown to love: Matt, Hannah, Jenny, Tanner, Jade, and Ty. (Tom and Alicia are also mentioned.)  Matt and Hannah have since married and Jenny is getting ready for college.  Jenny is smiling again but Hannah knows there is still something missing for her daughter.  There have been talks between Matt and Hannah about adding to their family through adoption, will this work for their family?  Meanwhile, Jade and Tanner have now married and are busy raising Ty while praying for another pregnancy so they can add to their family.  They struggle with getting pregnant, have a miscarriage, but continue to pray with each other and the Bronzman's.  Jade isn't feeling well, there are frequent headaches, nausea, and tiredness, what is going on?  Everyone urges her to go to the Doctor.  She finally goes and gets great news, she's pregnant!  An answered prayer.  Around that time the Bronzman's receive good news also and are excited.  Great things are finally starting to happen for both families, or are they?  A pregnancy, a soon to be adopted child, great jobs, happy families, it's all so great but then it happens.  Jade has a seizure.  The adoption falls through.  Tanner works more to not deal with Jade's condition.  Everyone is emotionally hurt.  What will happen?  What will God do in their lives?  Will they remain faithful to Him?  Will the Bronzman's add to their family?  What will happen to Jade's unborn baby?  What about her health?  What about her marriage to Tanner?

My thoughts: I was a wreck reading this book.  I cannot lie.  I loved the story and it tugged at my heartstrings.  Be still and know that I am God, was the verse that kept playing on repeat throughout.  Was it predictable?  Yes and no, I mean obviously there are parts where you'll read it and say "I knew that would happen" but then there are those other moments where it takes you by surprise a little bit.  Things happen in our lives, and while they are not always good, they happen and it is how we respond to those events that will speak as to who we are and what we believe.  This book also furthers my desire to have a friendship like the Bronzmans and Eastmanns have.  To have that other family that you can share these life events with and know that they will be there to pray with you.  To have that type of friendship is something I can only dream of but I look forward to God putting people like that into my life.

I truly hope that you will check this book trilogy out.  It is worth reading.  The stories are good.  You will need tissues.  There are things that you can take away from this fiction series.  Give it some thought.  I'll gladly share my copy with my local friends if you want to read it.

Disclosure: I received this book from Waterbrook Multnomah Publishing Group as part of their Blogging for Books review program.  I was not required to write a positive review.  All thoughts listed above are my own.